hey guys, i need your help!

i'm looking for a fic, in which jensen promises jared's dad or grandfather, i don't remember, to take care of him (accidents maybe) and marry him. jensen and the dad/grandfather have known each other for some time, but jared has yet to meet jensen.

after the dad's/grandfather's death, jensen takes jared home but their marriage is anything but going well.

jared decides to get a life and wants to go to a dancing school with jensen knowing. in order to get jared to open up to him emotionally, jensen dresses  up as an artist i think, with beard and glasses, calls himself dean and participates in the same dancing school as jared...

jared and dean get to know eacht other and it looks like jared is slowly falling in love with dean, which if course makes jensen very sad, but there is a happy ending for jared and jensen.

please, anyone?

thanks in advance! :)