J2 getting together story and Sam and Dean season 4 episode coda

1) In this story Jared  asks lots of people for advice on his pursuit of Jensen and Misha who seems to be stoned in his trailor says mysterious things like telling him to consult or listen to the otters (or maybe badgers)!

2) This story has Dean leaving Sam after a quarrel during season 4 but  he finds the old box of tapes in the Impala  tear stained and ruined and he begins to see how much Sam mourned him and decides not to leave after all.

Hope you clever people can help find these for me!



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