Hello SpnFinders!

Firstly, I'm looking for a specific fic, i believe it was from Sam's point of view looking at Dean after he comes back from hell. it focuses on how he religiously sharpens all the knives, the hints at his ties and time with Alistair, and a look at how he seemingly doesn't notice how off he is.

One scene I vividly remember is after Dean gets done sharpening a razor he almost cuts his tongue off to test its sharpness and Sam snaps him out of it before he does.

Secondly, I'm looking for general Lucifer/Dean and Micheal/Dean recommendations. I've been looking everywhere and I just cannot seem to find more than a tiny amount amount of LuciDean and almost no Micheal/Dean.

Thank you