so....HI....I am trying this one request at a time given that I always ask for too much ;D so lets see:

I just read this great story....that is  a story that made me want to cry so badly that I had a huge headache afterwords...it was a bout Dean going to this other dimention where his mom and dad are alive and his other self was really bad and sam hated him....catial sent him there because his Sam asked him to protect him....any ways....I don't want to screw the story for you but you really....really....really should read it if you still haven't...this is the link  http://etrix-lists.livejournal.com/8924.html 

so the request is *about time I know :D* I want any other stories that have Dean being sent to the past or to other dimention and he retains all his memories and his hurts....and he is torn between getting back home or living with his lost living loved ones...as much hurt as posible....and I would prefare it to be GEN but I will take any pairing so....PLEASE