So I've read stories where Dean or Sam were permanently / seriously injured, where the story dealt with their recovery and their new lifestyle and their changed perception of themselves. 

I wonder if there's any story with Jensen or Jared having been permanently / violently / suddenly injured or disabled that follows or mentions how they're dealing with this. Going from perfectly healthy men to coping with medication or physical disability, and maybe even having to cope with being a victim of a crime, any residual emotional trauma and stuff…. 

The story don't need to be J2 or established relationship or even romance at all. I just want a well-written story with that issue featured in there, what comes with it is fine. I've been going through the J2 Recs comm, which is my one and only source, so everything's welcome. 

Thank you.