Hi, does anyone have a link this fic?

Its a J2 fic, Jared is Jensen's PA/Boyfriend (it could be Jensen's PA/boyfriend) and they are getting married. Jensen had been married lots of times before, I think JDM was his first husband and wasn't doing anything to help Jared plan the wedding, which was making Jared think he didn't want to get married. I think at one point Jensen went away with an ex-husband and didn't tell Jared.

Thank you in advance!