Mine personal tear jerkers. You could have read them already

Title: The Doors Of Time
Pairings: Jensen/Jared (eventually)
Warnings: AU. This part spans them from early age until Jensen is 18 and Jared is 13. Spoilers for the ending of the movie The Piano (1993)
Rating: This part PG-13. NC-17 in part 2
Word count: This part approx. 65.000 words
Summary:
It’s not like he doesn’t try to fit in and make friends, he really does. It just seems like nothing he does is good enough for them. If he smiles they blink. If he speaks they stare. And whenever they see him coming they get this panicked look in their eyes like they want to run away and they don’t even know why.
Jensen knows why. It’s the same thing that makes his dad worry and his mom cry. That makes Nana tell his parents he’s going to Hell, not even caring that he can hear her.
It’s what makes him ‘weird’
http://felisblanco.livejournal.com/856417.html


Title: The Empty Room
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: gay sex, rimming, bottom!Jared

Summary: Jared’s life felt like it was slowly falling into pieces, slipping right through his fingers and he didn’t even know why.What he did know was that there had to be a reason why he would always find his dogs scratching at the door to the empty room in his house. Why he would hesitate so many times before driving off to set simply because it felt wrong somehow to go alone. Why he would dream of this one guy he’d never met, but who, in his dreams, felt like a man he had spent a lifetime with. Why he couldn’t shake the feeling that there was something, someone, he’d forgotten.

http://germanjj.livejournal.com/31659.html


Title: Here for the Moment
Author: gypsy_sunday
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Jared/Jensen
Word Count: ~35,000
Summary: When Jensen crashes into Jared's life, quite literally, Jared is only too happy to go along for the ride. What starts as a happy twist of fate leads into something more, and Jared soon realizes his feelings for Jensen are only getting stronger with time. But Jensen is caught up in a past that Jared can't be a part of, and being happy in love ends up being more complicated than Jared thought.

http://lockthecolt.livejournal.com/32502.html