1) I'm searching for a J2 fic, which I read ages ago. I barely remember anything, so I'll be really impressed if someone actually recognizes this. One of the J's (I think it was Jensen, but I'm not sure) has been abused as a child, and ends up with a really low self-esteem. J & J meet on the set of Supernatural. The first chapter of the story is a flashback to where J is being abused. And that was it.

2) And I'm looking for fics in general where either Jensen or Jared has a very low self-esteem.

3) And for fics where one of the J's is suffering from self harm and/or an eating disorder. (and, yes, I have already read In A Mirror Distorted and Indistinct)

Thanks in advance. :)