So I'm feeling a little down at the moment and it's the kind that can only be remedied by reader an ever sadder story.  (Admittledly my sadness is stemming from an argument about which is best, Star Trek or Star Wars.  I'm a Trekkie and my boyfriend is a Warsie.  It's a rocky road)

So, anyway.  I'm looking for Sam/Dean, lengthy stories where there is just some cause for sadness.  I love it when the sadness is Dean's, but he's trying not to show it.  Abused Dean is also awesome, when isn't it?  So anyone got any suggestions for me?  Happy endings would be appreciated, also no main character death if that's OK. 

Thanks!