Hey guys, I've been looking for this one fic for days, it was the first smutty Wincest fic I read, but I can't seem to find it anywhere. Basically it involves Sam wanting Dean, so he starts making a habit of sleeping with girls right after Dean has slept with them, for the thrill of 'being where his brother has been' or whatever.


I'm almost sure it starts with a flashback of them younger and one of Dean's conquests making out with Sam in front of Dean, trying to make Dean angry (which didn't work obviously, cos it was a one night stand, etc) and Sam got off on the fact that he could taste Dean on her mouth. I think eventually Dean finds out about this and sets things up so that he has sex with a girl and then has her meet up with Sam in the car. And there's bits at night when Dean jacks off and then Sam licks his hand clean afterwards, but they don't talk about those things happening. 

Obviously eventual Wincest. 

The story was two parts long, I think, and I definitely read it on LJ. 
Hope you guys can help me out and thanks in advance! :)

EDIT: FOUND IN COMMENTS.