I lost a fic! *Sad face* 


Sam gets raped, but I don't remember much of the specifics, its just kind of one of those 'I'll know it when I see it' type things. So, the things I do remember are-

• I don't think it was wincest.
• The rapist was an OC I think.
• Sam doesn't tell Dean for a while, might even be a year or more.
• I don't think the non-con scene was actually wrote, at least not in full. It was more about Sam walking around with this big secret than anything else.
• When Dean does find out, I think Sam begs him not to go find the guy, Sam just wants to forget about it. But I'm fairly sure Dean sneaks out to find him anyway, maybe even killed him. 

And if any of you guys know anymore non-con fics involving Sam, fire away. But um-

• No abuse inflicted by John or Dean (possessed or not)
• The story preferably set when the boys are adults but the rape happening when they were kids is fine, just as long as Dean doesn't know until later.
• Preferably not a kidnap fic nor a 'what happened in hell' fic.
• Wincest is totally fine.