19 April 2012 @ 09:05 pm
Low Self-Esteem, Crying!Boys, Lost!Boys, etc.  
1. Demon!Dean fics. I don't want him to be in hell, though... preferably fics where he comes back from hell wrong. 

2. Stories right after Sam jumps in the pit. Dean trying to cope, lots of caring!Lisa please :D I prefer something with a plot, if at all possible :)

3. Stories like the Angelwings 'Verse where Dean or Sam is forced to do something really horrible and this causes lots of self-loathing and angst.

4. Low self-esteem!Dean; crying!boys

5. Stories where one of the boys gets lost and the other one is looking for them. I don't want them being held captive somewhere, I want them to be looking for the other brother while the other brother is looking for them.

Please, no slash for any of these requests.

Other than that I have no other squicks and I am ignoring the ones that I do have :)
 
 
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(Anonymous) on April 25th, 2012 04:56 pm (UTC)
Well for #2 there's:

kroki-refur's Passenger and its sequel With Spit and Prayer.
Dean is possessed by a demon who precedes to rape Sam, and they deal with the aftermath very badly. It is a truly glorious fic, with lots of hurt, miscommunication and comfort. It's friendlocked on her lj, but you can download it in one file at the ebook archive.
78,000+ words of h/c, what more could you ask for?
Don't worry, it's gen, in the sense that the wincest is non-con for both parties.

http://amalthia.mediawood.net/ebooks/viewstory.php?sid=639
(Anonymous) on April 25th, 2012 06:58 pm (UTC)
Oh and...

1.
Fortress by glasslogic
[http://glasslogic.livejournal.com/10886.html]
Seven years ago Dean Winchester paid his due to the Crossroads Demon and fell into Hell. Grief almost killed Sam, a demon blood addiction came closer, but he site statsrid himself of demonic attachments and spent years building himself a prison where no demon can set foot, determined to take himself out of the apocalyptic game that had crushed his family. But each year on Earth is an eternity in Hell, and now Dean is back. Angry, powerful, and demonic; he has a plan to wreck vengeance on those who destroyed his life. A plan that will shake the foundations of the Pit and send shock-waves into Heaven. Dragging a reluctant Sam in his wake, will Dean manage to pull it off before the combined legions of Hell get their act together enough to stop him? This is a long bigbang, 94k+ words. Really good.

Oh wait... Here's a previous search for what you want, lots of good recs there: http://spnstoryfinders.livejournal.com/7419279.html#comments
(Anonymous) on April 29th, 2012 09:53 am (UTC)
Argh, I am an idiot. The first rec is supposed to be for # 3 and you'll have to disregard the second rec as it does contain slash. I really don't have anything else. I will keep a look out. :)
[identity profile] gluisa88.livejournal.com on April 29th, 2012 12:18 pm (UTC)
lol- no problem, thanks for the rec! I can't wait to check it out! :D