Okay seeming this went so amazingly the first time I'm going to post another one. Okay, this time I'm looking for a Destiel fic. Dean is in his last years of high school and him and Lisa are dating. She is throwing a party and wants some drugs from the well known druggie Castiel. Dean gos to get it and sees either Balthazar or Gabriel coming out of Castiels apartment door. I don't remember much past then but I do know that they start having sex and that later on Cas takes a fatal drug, Dean forces him to throw up the drug and then they fall asleep in Cas' bed, Dean has nightmares of Cas dying. Apart from that I know that Castiels uncle Raphael and the rest of the fam are super religious and he exercised Cas and stabbed him with a crucifix.

Anyone? Anythin? Please help me again as well as last time. Thanks in advance.