I'm looking for 2 types of stories, not anyone particular story, Gen only.

1) Fics where Dean hears the voice mail that Sam heard in Lucifer Rising

2) Any self loathing Sam, particularly season 5 to the current time.

I'm looking for really sad, brings you to tears stories, with or without happy endings.

This is my first post so please forgive if I've done something wrong.

Thanks!