I don't know if anything like this exists, as I've trailed the fic rec communities and found nothing, but I thought I'd give it a try anyway.


I'm looking for fics in which one of the J's is a recovering rape victim and has swore off men for the rest of his life, and then meets the other J and has to deal with the fact that he's attracted to/is falling in love with another man, yet he's unable to really trust him. Bonus points if the J who was raped is suffering from agoraphobia or something after the trauma.

I don't really care which J is the rape victim, and top/bottom doesn't matter to me either, but I DON'T want one J to be the rapist of the other J, that's not the kinda fic I'm looking for.

Just J2 AU only please, and No Death fic. I'll pretty much take anything else.