Hey Guys.

Im looking for two specific fics that have  vanished from my bookmarks.
1. It was a brain injured Dean who was reunited with John and Sam who are hunting together, Dean can see ghosts or just his mother. Missouri is also in the fic.
2. A preseries fic with John being neglectful of Dean by totally focusing on Sam. It involved a lake and I remember that when Sam thought John didnt love them, Dean told him it was only Sam John loved.

Please could someone help