I am looking for 2 seperate fics. 1 is a J2 the other Supernatural.

EDIT- 1st fic found, link in comments.
EDIT - 2nd fic plus sequel links in comments.
Thank you for your help!

The J2 fic is a werewolf one. Jared is a werewolf and Jensen is there but he's human. I remember the mentioning that Jensen would watch over the pups of the pack. Jared is in love with him but Jensen doesn't know. I got as far as Jared went to Jensen in Wolf form. He was going to bite Jensen and turn him. Jared was affraid Jensen would get mad if he ripped Jensens shirt so Jared motioned for him to take it off. When Jensen got his shirt off Jared bit him. Then Jensen yelled at Jared and punched him in the end of his wolf nose. This is as far as I got. I'm not sure if this is as much as was written, or I just lost track of it. I've been wanting to finish it but I'm having no luck finding it.

The Supernatural one is older. In it something is wrong with Sam. He's sort of mentally handicapped. I can't remember why or what happened to him. Missouri is in it and she can look into Sams mind. Sam won't leave Deans side they even sleep together. Dean goes on a hunt and leaves Sam with Missouri. Sam purposly hurts himself while Dean is gone. John is in it too but I can't remember too much about him. I do remember there is one part where Sam starts licking Deans belly. He licks lower to Deans pubic hair and Dean ends up having an orgasm. Sam is still smart and remembers things he just can't function normally and he doesn't talk either. I read this one probably 2 years ago.

I have searched tags and every site I can think of. If anyone knows either of these I would greatly appreciate your help.
Thanks in advance! halliwitch