so like a jillion years ago i read what i'm pretty sure was the prologue of an s6 fic -- castiel was torturing another angel for information on raphael pretty brutally, and the angel was taunting him about dean, asking, i'm like eighty percent sure, what dean would think if he knew this was what castiel had resorted to. balthazar showed up near the end of the chapter. basically i'd love to read the whole thing but can't find it anywhere!

thaaaaanks in advance :)