20 August 2012 @ 12:33 am
Specific Dean-centric AU  

Hello everyone,
This is the first time i've ever posted anything on here so let me know if i do something wrong.

I'm having a bit of trouble finding a specific fic. I thought i bookmarked it but apparently, i didn't.
I'm very sure it was a WIP. I think it was an AU based off of "What Is and Should Never Be" and i THINK it was Sam/Jess and eventual Dean/Castiel.

I remember that it started out with the night that Mary died. Four year-old Dean somehow knew that Yellow eyes was going to pay them a visit so he set devil traps and wards in Sam's room to protect him and yellow eyes didn't kill mary that night, nor did he do...anything else that night. (yay! no spoilers!) John thought Dean was imagining things or going crazy or something but Mary believed him (for obvious reasons). He tells Sam about the supernatural when they're kids but John convinces Sam that Dean was just messing with him and Sam gets angry at Dean for lying to him, Sam stops speaking to Dean after that. Eventually Dean cuts all ties with his family except his mom (who tries to get him to visit for thanksgiving or something), moves away and starts hunting. I believe it starts off as Dean/Cassie but eventually they break up. I think it involved time-travel of some sort but i don't know for sure.

That's all i remember.
If you guys could help me find it, i would really appreciate it. :] <3
Thanks! 

 
 
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[identity profile] cosmic-ironic.livejournal.com on August 22nd, 2012 06:28 pm (UTC)
Unfortunately, I haven't. Nobody has answered me yet and i still can't find it. :(
[identity profile] fleaball.livejournal.com on August 22nd, 2012 10:39 pm (UTC)
Are you sure it was a WIP? I rarely read them but I know I've read this story, though I can't remember the name to save my life.

EDIT: Okay, Google is making me think it's "Catch the Wind, See Us Spin" by killkacy, but her journal's been purged and I can't find another copy. :( http://killkacy.livejournal.com/16903.html

Edited 2012-08-22 11:10 pm (UTC)
[identity profile] cosmic-ironic.livejournal.com on August 23rd, 2012 09:23 am (UTC)
I'm pretty sure it was a WIP (or at least it was when i read it.) because although it said that it was Dean/Cassie and Eventual Dean/Castiel, Cas didn't appear at all in the fic yet. So i'm assuming it was still incomplete at the time.

I googled the name you gave me and i found an audiobook under the same name. I'm not overly fond of audiobooks but i gave it shot. I just listened to it and it's not the fic i was talking about.

Thanks for your help though! I really appreciate it.

(Anonymous) on April 23rd, 2013 02:13 am (UTC)
have you found the fic? it sounds amazing
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(Anonymous) on January 3rd, 2014 04:22 am (UTC)
Okay... it sounds a little like:
''If I knew then what I know now''-What you see in the shadows :Given an opportunity to change his family's destiny, Dean Winchester finds himself back in 1983 as his four year old self, yet with his adult memories still intact. But can he alter the events of that tragic night? And if so, will young Dean, his family, and Castiel be ready to survive all the evil that destiny has in store for them? pre-series AU
Well, at least the first part, because here Sam still worships Dean, but I recommend the fic if what you're looking for is a good time-travel fic, of course.
[identity profile] cosmic-ironic.livejournal.com on January 4th, 2014 01:54 pm (UTC)
That is not it but it's definitely a lot better! Thank you so much!