Okay, I know it is right in front of my face and I just can't see it. It is driving me crazy ... It was a 17 year old very badly abused Jared and his idol musician Jensen. Jared runs away from home for a few start which begins with traveling to another state to see Jensen's concert. He ends up passing out, due to injuries from the abuse he was running from and Jensen later offers him a job on his tour. He handles the merchandise table and Jensen's blog, talks with a therapist over the phone and slowly but surely he and Jensen fall for one another. Jared is scared because he doesn't know if he can label himself as gay and isn't sure if Jensen can accept this. Thank you for any help!