Okay, this is my last request for a while, I promise. I'm just hoping for some recs and/or rec lists for long, plotty, nc-17 rated, first time J2 fics with slow buildup. Jealousy and possessiveness is always a win. Please no AUs unless they are serial killer AUs or alpha/beta/omega AUs.Oh, and creature AUs as long as the boys are still actors on Supernatural are okay too. 'Cause I usually like reading about how they are in real life. Complete fics only, please, unless of course the WIP is being updated regularly. No fics set after they've finished doing the show either please. Thanks!