I am looking for a series of stories that start out with the boys as friends - actually, their older brothers are best friends and families are real close.  They discover their feelings for each other at the end of high school and then there are a few stories written about them in college.  I think the first story had much Jensen angst (he realized his feelings first), and I remember Jensen having appendicitis when they were younger and then having a lacrosse accident/concussion in college.  Any ideas??