Hi there!

Well I'm totally out of the loop with fandom as real life keeps me away from my computer most of the time. But I'm having a little vacation coming up and now I' m searching for a few stories that I might have missed since I've been inactive.

I'm searching for J2 or Sam/Dean fics which focus on tattoos or piercings, or where tattoos and piercings play a larger role. I've read all the classics (like the Smoke and Lightening verse). Newer stories (like stories written in the last two years) are of interest for me. I'm also open to other pairings if you think the fic is well written. Fics can either be short or long, I'm not picky :)

Additionally I'm searching for self-hurt, low self-esteem stories of dean/sam or J2.
I've already read through the tags.
Thank you all for your help :)