Howdy everyone!

I just got this intense craving for a specific 2014!verse fic that I read a while back, but I'm having trouble tracking it down.

If I remember correctly, it was relatively short, beginning with 2009!Castiel looking for Dean in 2014 but instead he meets himself dying (after 2014!Dean sent them on that raid).
And I really want to say that 2014!Cas told 2009!Cas to tell Dean how he feels and then Castiel goes back to 2009 and does just that, but that may just be wishful thinking.

I know it's pretty vague, but if anyone has an idea on what I'm thinking I'd greatly appreciate the help!