Hello, everyone. I'm looking for a fic that I loved, but forgot to bookmark. For the life of me, I can't seem to remember the title or find it through google. In it, Jensen is released from prison and starts fight training with Jared. He's scared at first because he doesn't trust himself and doesn't want to hurt anyone. I believe he has issues with sleeping and eating properly as well. Jared eventually purchases some cuffs for Jensen to wear as they progress into their D/s relationship.

Also, if anyone can rec any other fics similar to the one above, where one character is desperate to wear cuffs because it makes him feel grounded, safe, etc., I would appreciate the input. :)