Hiya!
I'm back again! Looking for quite a specific request if that's okay!

1. So I was watching 'The End' from season 5 and I found myself wondering why Sam said yes to Lucifer. Does anyone have any super long, angsty, tears of manly pain type fics about Sam saying yes? 

Preferably no pairings, however flashback things are fine except no wincest or Sam/Gabriel thank you. I have strange and unbearing hatred for those ships, however if it's all you have then I will deal with it... jk, I'll appreciate it!

And 2. I'm looking for reeeeally long hurt/comfort fics, preferably some sort of permanent disability if that's cool! And again, no pairings please!