Hey there!

I'm looking for a specific fic that I read about a year ago. It was the first J2 fic I ever saw and I can't remember the author or the title in the slightest.

Here's what I remember:
A few years after SPN ended, Jared has become a huge movie star, lives in fame with women hanging off both of his arms and scoring drugs with Chad every night. He has lost any contact with Jensen. Then he meets someone (?) with supernatural powers, and that someone sends him to an alternate reality to teach him a lesson, where he lives with Jensen and their kids (I think it was two? boy and girl probably?) and Harley/Sadie in their own house. After overcoming his shock at the revelation that he's living in a gay relationship, yadda-yadda, lots of angst and Jensen bringing him back on track of what happened in the past years, Jared slowly comes to the conclusion that this is what would really make him happy. He is aware that this isn't reality throughout the whole time, and he's unsure how long he'll stay there. But after a few months and the realization that he does want this for real (instead of being the constantly shit-faced and stoned, but lonely movie star) he instantly knows that this dream/AU is over. Which happens, as far as I remember, on Christmas morning, when Jared finds Jensen playing with the dogs and kids outside in the snow and he realizes he's reached perfect happiness.
True to that, he wakes up the next morning in his movie star villa with Chad passed out on the floor or something, packs his bags, goes to find Jensen (who hasn't seen him in years and is very surprised) and kisses him right there on the street and tells him that they should buy a house and have kids. It's really sweet and all, and I'd love to read it again.

A little detail that might help: Chad is wonderful in this. Not the usual duchebag (well, for the drug-scoring part at the beginning, he is), but while Jared is in his AU, Chad is there too - married (I think to Sophia?) with kids. And when Jared wakes up from the AU, he tells the still half-passed-out and hungover Chad "You know what? You'd be a wonderful father." That's right before he goes to find Jensen.

It might have been a big bang fic, I think I remember a wordcount around 20k to 30k.

So, if someone had an idea which story I'm talking about, I'd be very, very happy. Thanks in advance!