Thank you so much for the assist! Also found out the Author has rewritten it and published it here:
http://www.dreamspinnerpress.com/store/product_info.php?products_id=3181
supporty your author if you loved this novel or the author.
and thank you again 4 everyone's help.

The author had it available up until around Dec.23d then she took it down. If anyone has a copy of this fic
TITLE: “Carry On Up This Broken Tide”
AUTHOR: nanoochka
ARTIST: daggomus_prime

appreciated.
sincerely
jazzy2may