Hello!

Looking for two J2 AU stories:

1. Jensen and Jared were childhood friends, but grew apart because Jensen's super-conservative family disapproved of Jared, who was pretty flamboyant even as a child. Eventually Jared goes into fashion, and spends some time staying at Jensen's NY apartment after they reunite because he can't afford a place of his own. FOUND - link in comments

2. Jared bullied Jensen quite a bit as kids, and Jensen never really got over the hurt. Years later, Jensen is a contestant on a makeover type show that Jared hosts, and Jared's horrified to learn how much he hurt Jensen back in the day. I think it actually comes out on the air? He's so guilty that he quits the show even though Jensen tries to convince him he's forgiven. FOUND - link in comments

Hope somebody recognizes one/both of these - I'd love to reread them.

Thanks!