I read this story a while back and it's probably my favourite story ever. I swear I bookmarked it but alas, it's nowhere to be found. It was really, really short like a couple hundred words. The first line was something like "He wasn't always such a selfish man."

Basically, Dean is really cold and selfish towards this girl who he's... y'know, and at one point he contemplates his time in hell and how it affected him now. He's pretty brutal, to-the-point, and very much the dom. And I remember the author saying that she usually didn't write het.

If you can help me out, it'd be greatly appreciated.