Hello Everybody!
First, English is not my birth language, so I'm sorry for the mistakes :)
Ok, I read those fics and didnt bookmarket.
1) I believe its a Non AU... I remember that Jensen is Bi and Jared discovers and falls in love with him... Steve and Chris are in the fic too, and they are lovers. I remember that Jensen and Chris had an affair in the past but Steve doesnt know, and off course that he discovers and break up with Chris. They were going to get married... And Jensen got really sick, and Jared is really confuse. There's a specific scene when they are all in the hospital with Jensen and Steve forgives him and Chris...

2) It's a death fic, but I dont remember who dies... Is one shot and starts with one J dreaming with the other when they were young and happy. And he wakes up and is the funeral from the other J... Their friends are there two, Steve, Chris, Chad etc... they're old. That's all I remember!

Anyone has any ideia what I'm talking about? rsrs

Thanks in advance!