10 April 2013 @ 12:42 am
J2 search for breakups, jilting and heartbreak without quick fix.  
You guys always exceed my expectation whenever I make a request, so I'm pushing my luck and trying again for a more specific type of story this time.

Basically I'm looking for J2 or Wincest stories (the longer the better) that feature Jared/Sam hurting Jensen/Dean in some way that leads to them breaking up or having serious problems.  This is where it gets tricky because I've only really ever found one story to actually slake my thirst for this particular desire which is to have Jensen be angry, resentful and unforgiving for a really REALLY long time.  With most stories, he (or whichever injured party) always gives in really quick and is so super understanding and it makes me kinda furious because I always get invested in him/them being injured and heartbroken and then...wham! All is forgiven.

Well I don't want forgiveness (at least not for a really long time).  I want Jensen to be angry and not forgiving, I want him to move on and away while Jared feels terrible.  This sounds really vindictive, but I just really want to read something in this vein.  The closest I think I've ever come to this is, "In The Blink of an Eye" by dying_sacrifice.

SUPER BONUS if Jensen gets with protective, awesome Christian Kane in in interrim of all this.  Or even gets with him permanently.  I would prefer a happy ending (I think?) so long as it feels justified and not like Jared or Sam just got away with it.

So to sum up, Jensen getting hurt or dumped or cheated on and NOT giving in and forgiving straight away.  Or at all.  Like him actually being really angry and resentful, leading to him not wanting anything to do with Jared...but of course Jared realising he's made a horrible mistake and doing everything he can to get him back.

AU's are fine and self recs are worshipped.

Just a couple of no-no's:
No knotting, weres or alphas or anything like that.
No major character death.

Thanks in advance.
 
 
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[identity profile] patricia-spn.livejournal.com on April 10th, 2013 01:21 am (UTC)
Title: And This Too, Shall Pass Away
Author:fatebegins
Fandoms: Supernatural RPS AU
Pairing: Jensen Ackles / Jared Padalecki.
Warning: mpreg
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 147,539
Summary: To many people Jared Ackles leads a charmed life. He's married to Jensen Ackles, one of Texas’ most wealthy elite, they have a happy marriage and Jensen idolises his husband. They have an infant son and are planning to have more children. However appearances are deceiving, because Jensen doesn't know the truth about Jared’s past. What happens when someone from Jared's past wants to be part of his future?

http://fatebegins.livejournal.com/57209.html
[identity profile] sugarbucket.livejournal.com on April 10th, 2013 02:34 am (UTC)
Oh holy crap thank you so much!! Can't wait!
(Anonymous) on April 10th, 2013 01:30 am (UTC)
Title: It Never Gets Easier
Pairing: Jensen/Jared, Jared/OMC, Jensen/OMC
Rating: NC-17
Word count:
Warnings/Spoilers: mpreg, divorce, infidelity
Disclaimer: I own nothing, just borrowing faces.
Summary: Jared's not so happily married. He married Jensen young, and had kids before he was ready. Before Jared knows it his life isn't his own. Pushing down his own feelings, Jared makes a mistake that will change his life forever- maybe for the better.

http://fatebegins.livejournal.com/68735.html
[identity profile] sugarbucket.livejournal.com on April 10th, 2013 02:35 am (UTC)
This looks great thanks so much!
[identity profile] 2people2.livejournal.com on April 10th, 2013 03:07 am (UTC)
on the j2 recs livejournal page they have a whole section on cheating. http://j2-recs.livejournal.com/tag/cheating

I can't tell you which ones match exactly what you want but it's a good place to look :)
[identity profile] sugarbucket.livejournal.com on April 10th, 2013 06:44 pm (UTC)
Thanks!
[identity profile] cillab42.livejournal.com on April 10th, 2013 03:45 pm (UTC)
Thank you so much for requesting this because I'm reading in the blink of an eye and it is fantastic!
[identity profile] sugarbucket.livejournal.com on April 10th, 2013 06:44 pm (UTC)
So glad I could help, it really is fantastic.
(Anonymous) on April 13th, 2013 01:26 am (UTC)
can i get the file for IN THE BLINK. I cannot read it. Please. My mail is maildelissette@gmail.com . Thank you very much.
[identity profile] sugarbucket.livejournal.com on April 13th, 2013 02:06 am (UTC)
Hi, I've tried sending it a couple of times but it keeps saying email does not exist.
(Anonymous) on April 13th, 2013 05:37 pm (UTC)
iam really thankful bul also very very very embarrassed. It is maildelissette2@gmail.com it was missing the 2. Sorry. Can u forgive me? **** puppy dog eyes****
[identity profile] thienhartt.livejournal.com on April 16th, 2013 01:44 pm (UTC)
Hey, if it's not too much of bother, could you send the story In the blink of an eye to my email : wiwinwidayanti09 at gmail dot com. I've been trying but I can't open the link. Thank you and have a great day...
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