Hi guys, I've been looking for two specific Sam/Dean fics and am hoping someone can help me locate them:

1. The first fic I've been searching for is an older Sam/Dean fic with mpreg!Sam. The boys are in an established relationship. When Sam finds out he's pregnant, they decide they have to leave John, who they know would never condone their relationship let alone their having a baby together. They end up in an isolated cabin where Sam can safely have the baby. John ends up finding them, though, and when he sees that Sam's pregnant all hell breaks loose. I think it's revealed that Dean's the father. John starts verbally and physically lashing out at Sam and punches him in the belly. Dean eventually manages to fight John off and get rid of him (can't remember the details) but the punch made Sam go into labour. The fic ends with the baby's birth, but all's well in the end.

2. The second fic is a Stanford!AU. Dean receives a phone call from Jess that Sam's in the hospital. He needs to have surgery but refuses to do it before having seen Dean again. I think Sam's afraid he won't survive the surgery and wants to make things right with Dean and admit his feelings for him, explain why he left the way he did. Dean hurries to Sam's side and they have a talk, with Dean persuading Sam to go through with the surgery. There are confessions, apologies and declarations of love, as far as I remember, and the fic ends in Wincest. FOUND. maryjo24 kindly provided a link for the pdf in the comments. Thanks, guys!

I hope I'm remembering these details correctly and managed to include the most relevant tags. It's been driving me mad that I couldn't find these fics again, so I would be ever so grateful if someone knew what I'm talking about here. :)

Thank you so much in advance!