I've got one that had me in tears from about the first paragraph and then I didn't stop crying (sobbing) until the end! Lol! It's truly amazing and one of my fav fics!

'We were Twenty' by elohvee - http://elohvee.livejournal.com/317496.html

Sorry, I don't know the first one.

Seconded. We Were Twenty is an amazing fic.

Ah, I've read that one so many times! It's one of my absolute favorites, like. My chest hurts just thinking about it, lol. Thank you, though!

I know, right...sobfest...

Have you reader reapertownusa and purple-carpet's stuff - they've both got some pretty depressing hurt!Dean stories?

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I have! Both reapertownusa and purple-carpet's stuff are great. Like, they write some real fucking hurt!Dean fics, lol.

I'm a hurt!Dean junkie so I could very happily live in their journals! ;-)

Lol, me too. Pretty much as soon as I got into SPN I searched for all the hurt!Dean I could find.

We're bad, bad people...but I'm not sorry... ;-)

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I mean, it's not our fault he hurts so pretty.

EXACTLY...

For your general request...

Gen

When It's Over by winter_rebel: http://wynter-rebel.livejournal.com/tag/storywhenitsover
Summary: After a horrible accident, Sam and Dean have to relearn what it is to be a family.

My Father's Favourite by nong-pradu: http://nong-pradu.livejournal.com/13607.html
Summary: Pre-series. 11 year-old Sam is feeling adrift when faced once again with the prospect of moving to a new town to start all over again. When a messenger of God appears in a dream, Sam prays that his family will stay put so they can be safe and normal. It's a case of "be careful what you wish for." Very sick!Dean.

No Line on the Horizon by Shtuff: http://m.fanfiction.net/s/5079415/1/No-Line-on-the-Horizon
Summary: It's the middle of May when Dean shows up at his door at six a.m. with a huge smile on his face and Sam knows something is wrong.

Patricide by silver ruffian: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5113651/1/Patricide
Summary: Dean's feelings of abandonment by the two people he loves most leaves him wide open for demonic manipulation.

Wincest (bottom!Dean)

Bright Lights of Disturbia by leonidaslion: http://archiveofourown.org/works/181007/chapters/266202
Not all of our scars are worn on the outside ...

All mainly Dean-centered and embarrassingly made me bawl a few times!! >//<
ENJOY.

Thank you! There's a couple there I haven't read, so that's exciting. I've read all of leonidaslion's stuff, they're great.

As soon as anyone requests a tearjerker, No line on the Horizon is the first one that comes to mind. I have read it several times and it always makes me cry. I'm tearful just thinking about it. A beautiful, beautiful fic.

I assume everybody has read "Ten Thousand Miles" by mimblexwimble already, but in case you haven't - it's the saddest fic I know. (I think she has a masterlist sticky post, can't link atm.)

Is that the one where Sam just up and disappears? Because I've read that once and I refuse to read it again, it distressed me so much lol.

I cry just when people mention it! Like now I am sobbing into my breakfast cereal. God noooooooooooooo

Yup, that's the one. It is pretty intense.

I was just going to rec this one because I finally gave in just last week and read it and then cried all the way through it, just like I knew I would.

In case anyone wants the link: Ten Thousand Miles (http://mimblexwimble.livejournal.com/54645.html)

I don't think this is 100% what you're looking for, but it's pretty damn sad, and Dean's pretty damn heartbroken.

A Bleak Understanding in Reverse (http://lustmordred.livejournal.com/4696.html) by lustmordred

Edited 2013-05-06 08:57 pm (UTC)

Thank you! I love that author, but I've never actually read that fic.

For your general request ---(с) : "The underlying panic and tension in this fic is going to kill me! Great dialogue so far as well - Dean's cocky hysteria contrasts well with Sam's frantic desperation. " Mini-Nano: Dark Side of the Moon
I just ADORED this - http://fleshflutter.livejournal.com/20329.html#cutid1 (http://fleshflutter.livejournal.com/20329.html#cutid1)

Oh yeah, that's one of my favorites! It's so good~ Thank you for the link!