For 1 - Dont Walk On By - http://virtualpersonal.livejournal.com/276523.html (http://virtualpersonal.livejournal.com/276523.html)

Thanks I can't wait to read it!

One of my all-time-favorites is by eighth_horizon aka gekizetsu. From 2008 --
Specific Relativity (http://gekizetsu.net/sn/generalspecific.htm). For tabaqui, who asked for something based off the song Unwell by Matchbox 20 (lyrics follow the tale), and an AU Sam who has always had visions and is not quite right as a result. Don’t worry; he’s mostly happy. Casefic; notquiteright!Sam and superprotective!Dean hunt for the ‘special children’ gone bad when they’re not hunting demons with their father. Gen, 11,800 words, PG-13 for language. Cuddling, mild angst, cuddling, humor, cuddling.

There are more that have been rec'd at spn_littlebro - I've got to dash to work now but let me know later if you need help finding them.

Thanks!!!

My favorite brain-damaged Sam is A Life Redirected (http://www.fanfiction.net/s/3533659/1/A_Life_Redirected) and it's posted at ff.net. I am rereading it right now.

As for J2 fic, the best place to go for mentally handicapped/mental disorders is at J2 recs mental disorders (http://j2-recs.livejournal.com/tag/autism). I've been working my way through those fics myself the last week or so.

Thanks!!! I can't wait to look at them!! :-)

I have a ton where Dean says/does something that makes Sam suicidal.

Coda to Citizen Fang (self-rec, if you don't mind)
http://jasmineisland.livejournal.com/20002.html

Coda to Southern Comfort (this one is a short that is part of 25 Days of Hurt Sam- the rest are good, too
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/8752622/21/25-Days-of-Hurt-Sam

Another SC coda
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/8705835/1/Choices

Early S5 during a fight Dean tells Sam he's sorry he made the deal
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/8562828/1/Until-Its-Gone

Post Asylum- Dean doesn't hurt Sam physically, but what Sam perceives as Dean's hatred drives him to suicide.
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/2699076/1/Death_of_a_Brother

After Dean told Sam he was going to go darkside S4
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5149719/1/Last-Line-To-Hang-Onto


VM Fix S5 Sam's tired of waiting for Dean to do it
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/8695316/1/PENANCE

Another S5 after The End
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/8712333/1/Open-Air

http://ohsam.livejournal.com/19600.html

Post SFTD- does the VM count?
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6508323/1/Monsters-Don-t-Cry

Post Lucifer Rising
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5089118/1/Nothing_Else_Matters

Post ELAc
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4143133/1/Running-Out-of-Time


S4 Sam's on a kamikaze demon hunt. Dean figures out what he's driven his brother to do
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4755427/1/Problem_Solving

S2 Dean drugs Sam because he's not sleeping. Nightmares drive him to suicide
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/2778078/1/Perchance_to_Dream

S4 after Metamorphosis
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4628201/1/Keep_On_Building_The_Lie

These are all followups to Dean telling Sam to pick a hemisphere S5
http://clown-or-midget.livejournal.com/5622.html

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/7116931/1/I_Promise

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6361681/1/This_is_How_a_Heart_Breaks

http://authoressnebula.livejournal.com/968927.html

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5405086/1/Giving_Up_Is_Hard_To_Do

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5407645/1/Oh_Brother_Where_Art_Thou

Holy Shit I just realized how obsessed I am with Suicidal!sam. LMAO

*Squeals* Thank you so much!!!!!!!!!!!

For brain-damaged Sam: how about the Somersault 'verse (http://glassyskies.livejournal.com/?skip=40&tag=somersault%20%27verse) by glassyskies? I haven't completed it but like what I've read so far. Link goes to the tagged entries.

Second this rec!

Thanks! It's really good so far!

Well, I hope you're ready to have your heart broken, because there is no happy ending, here: Death's Other Kingdom (http://www.fanfiction.net/s/2872089/1/Death-s-Other-Kingdom)

It's so good but so sad at the same time! I love it!!!!!!

For brain-damaged Sam:
Between the Shadows (http://www.fanfiction.net/s/3006226/1/Between-the-Shadows)
Follows Devil's Trap. The Winchester family is faced with something it never saw coming not even in their worst fears, especially Dean's.
28 chapters

post-Asylum suicidal Sam:
I'm Done (http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6463655/1/Im_Done)

And here's me pimping my journal for suicidal Sam in general: Suicidal!Sam Compendium (http://bettenoire.livejournal.com/1252.html)

Thanks!

If you don't mind self-recs, I wrote a story situated post-5x03 in which Sam goes reckless and suicidal after the whole 'pick an hemisphere' thing:

Hell's Mouth (http://sinka.livejournal.com/17123.html)

Edited 2013-06-16 09:49 pm (UTC)

Thanks! And self recs are awesome by the way!