Hey, guys.

I'm looking for a specific fic... probably taking place not long after Stanford. I think Sam and Dean went out to a bar and Sam was inwardly jealous because Dean was hitting on some girl. Then they went home, and Sam was so drunk he confessed he was in love with Dean. The next day is really awkward for him and Sam can't take it and he tries to leave the hotel, but Dean catches him. And Sam starts crying and says he wants to be normal but he can't, and Dean just holds him and says it's okay. That's all I remember. I don't usually read Sam/Dean but this one hit me right in the feels.

If anyone can find this fic for me and recc some more unrequited goodness I'd like that too! I actually would like the love to remain unrequited though because I'm a sadist. :P