i can't seem to find this fic anywhere! it's set during season 8, not episode specific. takes place in the men of letters bunker. it starts with cas pacing around and being really agitated and dean orders cas to sit down and wait for him to come back. dean goes to the kitchen or something but he gets distracted talking to sam and it takes him awhile to get back, but when he does, cas is still sitting exactly where dean left him, and he's totally calmed down now and just kind floating in subspace.

dean looks after him and doesn't take advantage or anything and in the morning he explains to cas about d/s and asks cas if he'd like to try that and they set a date to hook back up and having d/s sex. they don't do anything really hardcore, and no s&m, just d/s, and it's pretty schmoopy.

anyway i really liked this fic and i thought i'd bookmarked it and i really hope it hasn't been deleted or anything! can anyone help me out?