now that I have a delicious account I am rounding up my favorites but there is one that I must not have saved or got deleted that I loved and am looking for. What I remember was it was a J2 fic that at the time was a wip at least 2 years old. It starts with Jensen as a mechanic (for Jeff?) and Jared comes in to get his car fixed. Jensen recognizes Jared form when he was younger and Jared raped him but Jared doesn't remember or recognize Jensen. Jensen decideds to get revenge by dating Jared then exposing him and dumping him. Jensen demands to be the top in the relationship and talks about a son (I think his name was Logan) who doesn't live with him (may have died?). I think Chris was Jensen's friend or cousin? Jensen and Jared had just started to get serious when I left off.

Any help in finding this would make my day! I have looked through various tags and didn't find it so I am hoping one of you smart people know what fic it is. I think it was on LJ but I am not sure. Thanks for any help.