Hi there!!

I've been searching erverywhere for this one specific fic but it seems that i can't find it.
The story goes like this. Jensen was very young when he went with his parents to chose his angel. he chose Jared because he only had one wing and Jensen felt sorry for him and he was scared that nobody would pic jared because he wasn't perfect like all the other angels.
From what i remember is that Jared falls in love with Jensen but he is sure that jensen doesn't return his love ( and I thinsk he walks in on jensen making out with a girl or he finds out that jensenw went on a date or smoething similar) because he has only one wing so he tries to cut off his wing and ends up in the hospital
I think Jared's mood shows but only to his mother because he glows different kinds of colours.
I could be mixing up two different fics but i would be very glad if you guys could help me find them!!

Thanks very much in advance