Hi! I'm looking for two specific Sam/Dean stories:

1) Dean is kind of turned into a girl — he gets a nice set of breasts and, well, other significant lady parts, but otherwise stays himself. And then he gets his period, and Sam thinks of what helped Jess deal with pain, which was — orgasms :D So he uses his magic fingers to help his brother cope.
(This one is quite short, but i liked it).

2) The second one is about them having this thing, when they get each other off occasionally and try their best to ignore that afterwards, never mention it, don't talk about it. And then it escalates, they get bolder or... hungrier for each other's touch? At one point i remember them going at it in the shower, Dean with his face pressed to the tiles and Sam draped all over him. Magic fingers again (okay, this sounds weird). Eventually, that leads to lots of sex, probably mutual confessions of love, everything is beautiful and nothing hurts. Please, anyone?