Hey guys just two fics i neeeeed to find haha, one is a series i believe.

1. I think the names are like Kiss me, Lick me, Suck me, Fuck me, but i cant for the life of me find it. Basically its the boys starting to mess around and each new chapter they do something new? Generally by sams coaxing i believe, because dean is very much in denial about loving his brother. I do believe there was a sequal as well?

2. This was a fic i read when i first started reading spn fics. Its Pre!stanford and its kind of non-con, where dean discovers sams intention of leaving for stanford and trys to convince him to stay, sam uses deans willingness to do anything to get him to stay to get dean to start having sex with him (non-con) in the end dean thinks that becase he does this for him he wont leave but he still does and it destroys him. Was posted on ff.net i believe.

Thanks in advance guys