Hi! I've been trying to find this fic for a while. Basically, Cas had died and Dean was taking it really well. Sam kept waiting for him to have a break-down or something until they meet God(maybe?) and Dean asks how long until Cas comes back. Dean says he's only asking because it's taking longer than usual and Sam realizes that Dean had thought Cas was going to be resurrected, that's why he wasn't upset. I don't even remember if I liked this fic or not but I've been wanting to re-read it and it's driving me nuts! Any help would be amazing. Thanks!