This fic perfectly fits most of your requests at once. It's a fandom classic though, so you probably know it already.

In A Mirror Distorted and Indistinct by felisblanco
http://archiveofourown.org/works/222249
Summary: They keep calling him beautiful. Pretty. “Come on. Look this way. Give us a smile, Jensen.” He smiles and blinks against the flashes, fighting the urge to lower his eyes, to hide the blush burning under layers of makeup. Sweat runs down his back, his hands tremble. He’s not pretty, not beautiful. He’s small and weak and pathetic and one day they’re all gonna figure it out. One day…
(It's bottom!Jared, but the scene is only brief and towards the end of the fic.)

Edited 2014-05-30 04:06 pm (UTC)

I've already read it but thanks anyway :)

Follow You Down (http://archiveofourown.org/works/998452/chapters/1976485)
Summary: Jared and Jensen have been happily married for years. But when Jensen doesn't return from his job as a police officer, Jared is left alone to deal with his brand new pregnancy and trying to find his husband. Only, finding Jensen doesn't solve all their problems. Jensen was the victim of rape and is left psychologically damaged, depressed, pregnant himself, and unable to find it in his power to see himself worthy of Jared's love. Somehow, Jared has to juggle his own pregnancy, helping Jensen back to life, and finding out if they could love Jensen's baby enough to forget it is the product of rape.

The Beat of Our Noisy Hearts (https://archiveofourown.org/works/909642)
Summary: In a world where heartbreak is a literal condition, it's Jared's job to sew, fill and patch the physical wounds left in people's hearts by lost loves, misunderstandings and betrayals. Jared's own love life is more than a little dire, largely because Jensen doesn't date and Jared doesn't do one-night stands, but he's got good friends and a job he loves, so he figures that he can't complain too much.

When a killer attacks Jensen, Jared discovers that a needle and thread, desperation and a sharp scalpel are enough to save Jensen's life, but at a cost that is going to change Jared's life forever and tie them both together in a way that goes far deeper than flesh.

Schemes (http://archiveofourown.org/works/364571/chapters/592116)
Summary: While broadening his gay horizons, architect!Jared meets waiter!Jensen at a strip club. Jensen is shy, Jared is smitten, and Jeff is a smarmy bastard.

I've read the first one but not the other two thank they look interesting :)

I have a couple more for you. :)

Stars Fall In (http://archiveofourown.org/works/1136701)
Summary: Growing up next door to each other in Calvary, Tennessee, Jared has known Jensen practically their entire lives. He knows almost everything there is to know about Jensen, harbors all of Jensen’s secrets. And that’s why Jared is hellbent on getting Jensen out of there, before it’s too late.

Free Fall (http://archiveofourown.org/works/1182371/chapters/2411786)
Summary: Jensen is just an out of luck teen hooker until he meets a kindly john who takes him in, but Jeff wants more than a boyfriend. He wants his perfect fantasy

Um Free Fall is really dark so read at your own risk. The author that wrote it writes very dark stuff.

Thank you so much :)

Your recs are always so much appreciated - I've loved every one!

I'm really glad! These fics deserve to get recced so I rec them and I'm glad people enjoy them. :)

Edit: Oh while I'm still here...I don't think this rec is too off topic since you asked for bottom!Jensen. There's this really good artist on livejournal that draws bottom!Jensen. You might like to give her a browse: washedstone

Edited 2014-06-01 02:30 pm (UTC)

Thanks you're awesome :)

Hopefully this is something what you´re looking for.

For 1#
Shadows in His Eyes
agt-spooky.livejournal.com/596853.html

When Sorry Dies
demondetox.livejournal.com/36713.html

For 2#
Look Back, Don´t Stare
aelias-fics.livejournal.com/25955.html

Thanks :)