Hi, I'm looking for two John/Dean stories by ghostwriter056 (livejournal). They have apparently deleted their account, and although I've done a google search and not being able to locate them, I thought I'd ask here as someone might know if they are on another story site. Below is the descriptions of have in my bookmarks.

1. Fragile Threads: Dean loses both of his legs on what should have been a routine hunt when he was a teenager. It changes everything forever and Dean just wants to know he won’t get ditched now that he isn’t as useful as he used to be.

2.What's Done in the Dark: At fifteen, Dean was irreversibly injured on John's watch. After an incident with a shapeshifter threatens to damage Dean even more, both confess their feelings for the other, but accept that Dean can't live the hunter way of life anymore. Eleven years later, Sam, unaware of their relationship and the things that led to it, is pulled back into hunting by John who needs his help in protecting Dean while he searches for the Colt.