There's Let's Not Call It A Game (http://purple-carpets.livejournal.com/36207.html) by purple_carpets Summary: John tries to deal with the fallout from the shtriga. He tries to keep it together, but it's hard dealing with his own issues when Sammy doesn't know what to do with his father's sudden attention and Dean...John has no idea what to do with Dean at all. Sometimes it's just easier to lock himself away with a bottle of tequila and wait for the world to go away.