Hi everyone - I'm looking for a Wincest fic. It's in Sam's POV, and he witnessed John raping Dean and killed John with a gun. CPS was called, and they took in Dean and Sam. Dean said that he killed John, and he was put into some sort of mental institution. Sam was later adopted by a healthy normal family. Years later, word gets out that Dean escaped and that he was looking for Sam. While this happens, Sam was already having a relationship with Dean, although Sam had no idea that Dean is his brother. There's a scene where when Sam finds out that Dean is actually his brother, Sam hurts Dean but really regrets it afterwards and kisses Dean until Dean responds back.

And then Dean tells him that he was abused by his psychologist but he was "smart about it" and was paid for having sex with the psychologist. Then Dean says that he'll take care of Sam from now on.

Thank you in advance! :)