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I can't seem to find any good Suicidal!Sam fics. I prefer it if John was the cause of Sam's suicide or almost-suicide, but I'll take what I can get.
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Supernatural Story Finders - Any good Sam suicide fics?
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- stanford
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- warning: abused!castiel (emotional)
- warning: abused!castiel (mental)
- warning: abused!castiel (physical)
- warning: abused!castiel (sexual)
- warning: abused!dean (emotional)
- warning: abused!dean (mental)
- warning: abused!dean (physical)
- warning: abused!dean (sexual)
- warning: abused!jared (emotional)
- warning: abused!jared (mental)
- warning: abused!jared (physical)
- warning: abused!jared (sexual)
- warning: abused!jensen (emotional)
- warning: abused!jensen (mental)
- warning: abused!jensen (physical)
- warning: abused!jensen (sexual)
- warning: abused!misha (emotional)
- warning: abused!misha (mental)
- warning: abused!misha (physical)
- warning: abused!misha (sexual)
- warning: abused!sam (emotional)
- warning: abused!sam (mental)
- warning: abused!sam (physical)
- warning: abused!sam (sexual)
- warning: drugs
- warning: dub-con
- warning: eating disorder
- warning: homophobia
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- warning: infidelity
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- warning: non-con
- warning: self harm
- warning: slavery
- warning: suicide
- warning: underage
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chellexxx.livejournal.com on January 10th, 2015 11:00 am (UTC)I have a few links here (https://delicious.com/chellexxx1/Suicide,SPN,John)
Have you seen![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
bettenoire's journal? They love suicidal Sam
xxx
Have you seen
bettenoire's journal? They love suicidal Samxxx
shadowjassie.livejournal.com on January 10th, 2015 12:56 pm (UTC)I'll check it out now! Thanks!