Hello all! I used to be a regular fic reader, but in the past year, my life has gotten super busy and I haven't been reading at all. Now I'm wanting to read fic again, and I seem to have lost my ability to find it. :-)

I'm looking for first time Sam/Dean fics, preferably longer ones and with a NC-17 rating, that have a lot of sexual tension and build up and angst, and have happy endings.

I'd even take some J2 ones of similar descriptions.

Thank you!