06 April 2015 @ 11:09 pm
Looking for stories: favoritism  
Looking for stories in which the fact that Sam was John's favorite is discussed. It could be Sam realizing he'd been blind/selfish, Dean internally monologuing his low self-esteem, or another adult observing the interactions - a teacher, a friend, or I would love for it to be Bobby.

In fact, any fics about Bobby trying to make up to Dean John's lack of good parenting is welcome. Especially if Bobby tries to shower Dean with affection since he can see that almost all of John's goes to Sam.

Thank you!
 
 
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[identity profile] gilesbabe.livejournal.com on April 7th, 2015 07:17 pm (UTC)
Journey’s End SUMMARY: Dean was ten when he realized that his father viewed him and Sammy differently.

http://laniew1.dreamwidth.org/17785.html
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[identity profile] bluestar3317.livejournal.com on April 8th, 2015 06:13 am (UTC)
It's discussed between Sam & Dean here:
The Strength of Ten Men by Ridley C James
Missing Scene for Devil's Trap. Sam relearns the meaning of strength, and gains a new appreciation for Dean.
https://www.fanfiction.net/s/2925019/1/The-Strength-of-Ten-Men

I'm not positive this is what you're looking for, but it's a great story:
Safe Haven by morning sunlight
Dean knew it was his choice to leave after that last fight with John, but he never expected his father to take Sam and move on without him. Not knowing where to turn after life on alone proves too much, he turns to the only safe haven he can, Pastor Jim.
https://www.fanfiction.net/s/6074516/1/Safe-Haven
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[identity profile] angelzfurys.livejournal.com on April 8th, 2015 07:51 am (UTC)
They are older and deal with Sam learning that yes he was John's favorite but these two companion fics are good and the first is from Bobby. These fics made me feel and that is something.

first is Wayward Son in Bobby's POV telling Sam how being John's favorite affected Dean found here
https://www.fanfiction.net/s/6780029/1/Wayward-Son (https://www.fanfiction.net/s/6780029/1/Wayward-Son)

the next part is Facing The Music in Sam's POV after he learns from Bobby What Dean really went through growing up found here
https://www.fanfiction.net/s/7700197/1/Facing-the-Music (https://www.fanfiction.net/s/7700197/1/Facing-the-Music)
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(Anonymous) on April 9th, 2015 03:14 pm (UTC)
It's not a perfect fit but it's very good: The Long And Lonesome Highway verse by Sorka42. Bobby has a major in the story.
Summary: What if Dean went to Sam at Stanford for help trying to find their father, and Sam said no? Who would he turn to? Would the Devil's Gate still be opened? Would Dean still make a crossroad's deal? Would Dean still meet Castiel?

http://archiveofourown.org/series/14143
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