Hi, I'm looking for a fic I found a little bit ago. It's a non-AU RPF, in which Jensen's uncle or cousin dies and he gets really off his game... Jared can tell that something's wrong, and later he finds out that both Jensen and his cousin were sexually abused by Jensen's uncle as children. I can't remember if it was the uncle dying naturally, or if the cousin committed suicide, but I know it was one of them. Specifically, I think I remember the uncle victim-blaming Jensen by telling him he was asking for it since he was modeling. Please help me find it!

On that same subject, I'm also looking for any non-AU RPF in which Jared finds out that Jensen has been sexually abused, either as a child or as an adult. I'd love painful discovery and hurt/comfort. J2 is not necessary, but not unwelcome. I would especially love any fics in which Jensen has been abused by his manager or casting agents, anything like Mismanaged (http://mis-managed.livejournal.com/3755.html), but with Jensen being the victim. I'm alright with Jared having a negative reaction to discovery in the beginning, as long as he later comes to his senses and there is plenty of guilt and comfort!